"I'm Ok, Just Not Alright" lyrics

I'm an idiot, a pessimist
Paranoid, a neurotic
Sun beams a good day
All I see, clouds are grey
A cheery day, like a slap in the face, a slap in the face

Covered mirrors on the walls
Plenty of locks on my door
Kick them out, keep me in
Drapes closed so they can't peek in
Clouds are grey and I'm not okay
It's a slap in the face

It begins, these alternate realities
I'm fine, I'm fine, just not doing alright
I'd lie, I'd lie, if I told you I'm all smiles
Nobody is hurting tonight
Nobody is hurting tonight
Hold my hand tight
I'm okay, I'm just not alright
I'm okay, I'm just not alright
I'm okay, I'm just not alright

I'm okay but I'm not alright
I'm okay but I'm not alright
I'm okay but I'm not alright
I'm okay but I'm not alright