"Why" lyrics

Can't get you off of my brain and I don't know why
You pop up in all of my dreams like every night
Visions of holding my heart in my hand while I'm watching it die
Love is a battlefield will I survive
Load up the 9 and I kill off the vibes

This will be the last convo that we ever have
I know if I want to move forward I just need a little bit of closure
Then it's over I swear
So when I see you in my dreams
I want to talk about some things

All the problems that I keep deep down keep on bubbling up to the surface
It's like this shit happens every week now, got me wondering what is the purpose

Has karma finally caught up to me
Is inner peace just a luxury
Am I overthinking is it just a dream
Can someone tell me what the fuck it means

She been burnin a hole in my head
Lately been dreadin' just going to bed
Drownin' in Hennessy just to forget
Over and over it happens again and again and again

I...
Can't get you off of my brain and I don't know why
You pop up in all of my dreams like every night
Visions of holding my heart in my hand while I'm watching it die
Love is a battlefield will I survive
Load up the 9 and I kill off the vibes

This will be the last convo that we ever have
I know if I want to move forward I just need a little bit of closure
Then it's over I swear
So when I see you in my dreams
I want to talk about some things