"Black Lotus" lyrics

Alone, weeping in a land of stagnant life
Mesmerizing as I plead my future
What will this become as the waters flow before me

In my mind, thoughts flow faithlessly
Only remaining my visions of death
The ashen air invades my sense and it begins again

This escape, this memory, to re-live I'd end it all today
Masked beings consume me whole as realization sets in of what this reality is

Suffocating in hatred I view the end
Unable to escape the red that fills my eyes
As I succumb to my deepest possession
Pain consumes my soul and drags me to hell

Remaining in this relentless purgatory
Once again, my future is bleak
I try to contain this beast inside but unstoppable havoc it shall reap

Into nothing, in this moment, in this essence of all encompassing hatred, I thrive
The energy builds as my eyes roll back
Before me waves of enforcing might take over

I kneel and pray to thou, thy unholy dark lord
Please take me down into the mud
Not for this night, for eternity

I shall never rise, I shall never breach
This tomb is my final resting place, and I shall thrive in the sadness and pestilence that has shrouded my entire life

Black lotus
Born in filth
Escaping is just a dream
And in my biotic crypt the pain shall never ease

And in my biotic crypt the pain will never ease
Just wishing to see the light as I'm forever embedded in an era of unholy cleanse