"SELF DESTRUCTION AS A FROM OF CONTROL" lyrics

I got
I got
I got
I got

I got visions of every life I could have lived
Superstitious, I never been, it's evident
What's the reason I'm chosen? I've been heaven-sent
I was blessed with this curse and this medicine

I got money
I'm burning every dollar dead
I got freedom
I did it all, all by myself

I got power
I build it, then I take its head
And it's just me and me till I'm fucking dead

Ooh, if you only knew
(Do you know?)
All that I did for you
To come home again
To come home again

Ooh, if you only knew
(Do you know?)
All that I did for you
To come home again
To come home again

Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I
Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I
Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I
Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I

Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I
Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I
Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I
Oh, if you only knew
Only knew what I did