"Dying To Find A Home" lyrics

Remember the old you, when you were aching
Then those signs came while your body sat there aching
Cut to the promised land when you took my hand and stopped shaking
Blessed by the fire in your heart, where memories were making

Surrounding delusion, no solution
Cannot find our stars that draw close conclusion
Cannot get your voice out of my head
I might as well be dead

Now I'm holding on, to the memories
(Until I find the light)
Maybe I'll find that you're not the enemy
(The reason I'm dying to fight)
There's no escape, I'm sworn to fate
Now I'm torn away from you
I'm dying to find my home, but you're all I know

Remember the brazen sun we were waking
Reality, bended gravity, it was ours for the creating
And now you're gone, making art seems lost
There's a smile somewhere in the soul
But I seethe it the most
Are their gods out there who would give me choice

I've lost my voice

Now I'm holding on, to the memories
(Until I find the light)
Maybe I'll find that you're not the enemy
(The reason I'm dying to fight)
There's no escape, I'm sworn to fate
Now I'm torn away from you
I'm dying to find my home, but you're all I know
You were what I called home!
You were what I called home!

Speak to me, I can't remember who you are
You're gone and my whole world vanished
Your spirit banished
How can I fly when your heart was my wings
I'm a house without a home
Without you, I'm alone
Remembering all of you not forsaken
Don't let go
Your voice is all I know

Now I'm holding on, to the memories
(Until I find the light)
Maybe I'll find that you're not the enemy
(The reason I'm dying to fight)
There's no escape, I'm sworn to fate
Now I'm torn away from you
I'm home, but I still find I'm all alone