"Close" lyrics

If I close my eyes
Say "we're good" a thousand times
Maybe it'll change how I feel

It's midnight when I park
But I stay in the car
The second that I leave it gets real

'Cause when I get home and walk through that door
It's not like before
Whoever we were is not who we are
Every day we're oceans apart

Maybe we're not made for forever
Maybe I don't get to grow older with you
This house is keeping us together
We're so close
But I've never felt further from you
I've never felt further from you

You tried talking me into couple therapy
How'd you say that with a straight face?
It's easy not to leave or face reality
That sometimes even good things can break

'Cause when I get home and walk through that door
It's not like before
Whoever we were is not who we are
Every day we're oceans apart

Maybe we're not made for forever
Maybe I don't get to grow older with you
This house is keeping us together
We're so close
But I've never felt further from you

And it's killing me
But underneath
We both know that it's over

One day this'll be a memory
And this house is just a place we used to call home
You'll live your better days without me
Grow old
And you'll make friends
I don't even know
But we'll remember when we used to be close