"Borderline" lyrics

Broke into your house Sunday
I knew you wouldn't be there
So I came in through your window
Crawled into the bed we shared
It smelled like her
Don't know what I was expecting
Looks like you have found the best thing
That you've ever had, I know
I can be so hard to love sometimes
But for you
I would drown my thoughts and fake a smile

If misery loves company
Why won't you spend some time with me?
Sneak in movies to the dead mall
God, your silence makes us so small in my memory
Is it too late to tell you I am sorry?

Did you find all the notes I left?
Please don't tell me I'm a psycho
I'm just dying to hear your bad jokes
Talk to me about the week you had
Is she tired like me?
Does she cry for no reason?
Pick her skin until she's bleeding?
Manipulate the choices you make, oh
I can be so hard to love sometimes
But for you
I would get some help and heal my mind

If misery loves company
Why won't you spend some time with me?
Sneak in movies to the dead mall
God, your silence makes us so small in my memory
Is it too late?
Is it too late?
Is it too late?

Can you make this all better?
Hurry up and forget her
Look how much smaller I can be
Does she know what you promised?
I'm just being honest
You said that you'd spend your life with me
Or you were gonna die trying
But you're still alive and
This panic is taking over me
So ditch her and come home now
I can't be alone how
You told me I'd never have to be
You were never supposed to leave
Is it all because of me?
I am sorry

If misery loves company
Why won't you spend some time with me?
Sneak in movies to the dead mall
God, your silence makes us so small in my memory
Is it too late to tell you I am sorry?