"Looking U Up" lyrics

Don't know if I should stop talking to you
When you're over I'm lying on a bed of eggshells
I don't know what I've been trying to prove
In the morning I wanna be alone with myself

So I'm not gonna call you when I cry
I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine
I'm not gonna stay up all night
I'm not gonna hold you tight
I'm not gonna hang on by a thread
I'm not gonna keep you fed
I'm not gonna sleep in your bed
I'm not gonna give you space

I keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl

Keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl

I don't really know if I even I like you
But I'm stuck in a pattern
And I just can't get out of it
And maybe I'm just being lazy
But baby, I want you still
I'm not proud of it

So I'm not gonna call you when I cry
I'm not gonna tell you when I'm fine
I'm not gonna stay up all night
I'm not gonna hold you tight
I'm not gonna hang on by a thread
I'm not gonna keep you fed
I'm not gonna sleep in your bed
I'm not gonna give you space

I keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl

Keep waking up
And looking you up and I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl

Keep looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you up
And looking you

I keep waking up
And looking you up
And I don't want to
Yeah, I still wanna touch you
But I wanna be an independent girl

[*indistinct talking*]

[*messages dinging*]