"Forgiveness" lyrics

I had a dream I was using again
My sheets were soaked, I felt so close
To giving in
Then I thought of my son and I came undone
I was ashamed of all the pain
That I caused everyone

There are times I wonder why
With all the things I've done that I'm still alive
I thank God I made it through
The one thing I know that's true

Is there is forgiveness on the horizon
There is redemption like a wave that's rising
I can feel it
I can feel it

Looking back all of my life
My mistakes led to heartbreak
Never followed advice
When my mother died I was torn up inside
I numbed the pain again and again
Tears frozen in my eyes

When I heard, I collapsed back into myself
Will I learn pain's part of life itself?
I will stumble and fall
But I will rise to my feet and I'll stand tall

'Cause forgiveness (oh, forgiveness) on the horizon
There is redemption (oh, redemption) like a wave that's rising
I can feel it (can you feel it? Oh)
I can feel it (can you feel it?)

When in doubt, I reach out for a higher part
See the stars perform a meteor shower
When will I learn to love myself?
When will I finally figure out? (When will I finally figure out?)

There is forgiveness (there is forgiveness) on the horizon (oh)
There is redemption like a wave that's rising (I can feel it rising)
There is forgiveness, there is compassion (oh, compassion)
There is redemption, just imagine
You can feel it
You can feel it (oh, I can feel it)
I can feel it