"Squiggly Lines" lyrics

If you had seen her you'd think it was funny
She was so passionate, made everything sunny
She was dancing all the time
Never spent a dime
Always feeling fine
Always an uphill climb

I thought I'd like to get to know her
I thought I'd like to get to go with her
But the darkness of the night
Blew out my candlelight
My head was full of fright
What a horrible tragedy plight

And when my ego was shattered
She said it didn't really matter
She said she's got her own [?]
She said she didn't want one who was not sane
She said my love was down the drain
And she hated "Songs of pain"

I went out to her house foaming at the mouth
She called me a dirty louse
I was crying all the time
Seeing the monkey shine
Talking to myself
Staring into tears