"Far From The Same" lyrics

Oh no there I go again
Forgetting you're you, not him
Hate to put you on defense
'Cause I'm still mad from things he did

You worry when I'm quiet
But there's a war inside my head
And even when I let you in
It's still hard for me to imagine

That it's just good
It's just safe
It's just that I only know heartbreak
So I push
Push you away
'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same
But you are so far from the same

I'm unlearning how to run
But it's easier said than done
Lived in chaos for so long
That peace feels like there's something wrong

But it's just good
It's just safe
It's just that I only know heartbreak
So I push
Push you away
'Cause I'm so scared it'll end the same
But you are so far from the same
You are so far from the same

He was angry
You were patient
I'm done waiting
For you to leave like he did
He was nothing like this

'Cause this is good
This is safe
I think it's time I give my heart a break
I won't push
Push you away
'Cause I know that it won't end the same
You are so far from the same
You are so far from the same