"Engines" lyrics

When I woke to engines
In the street that day
You were kissing him
Between the eyes
Some bitter recipe
A rind
Some emptiness
I can't define

It's not
The evenings
That you gave away
Or how you hold them
All the same
It tears a hole in me
To know I'm not
The one you're thinking of

In the mold
Of marriages you seen decay
It's a risk
To show the love you hide
Some bitter recipe
A chore
Untying all that came before

It's not
The evenings
That you gave away
Or how you hold them
All the same
It tears a hole in me
To know I'm not
The one you're thinking of

Here love
It's alright
Everything
Is justified
In the name of the walls
That we raise

When I woke to engines
In the street that day