"Slow Decay" lyrics

Will I ever fall in love without letting the past take control
Will I ever have a dream without watching the moments when you let me go
And I hope that you'll come back ten years down the road
But I know you won't
And I know you won't

Oh, when you left was it the last time you held me
'Cause this empty room is cold and I can't sleep
And I tell myself the darkness isn't real
But I poison myself blind, so I don't feel

This pain inside is dead and growing
See in my eyes 'cause my tears stop flowing
The fight in me in slow decay
Nothing remains

Will I ever fall in love without letting the past take control
Will I ever have a dream without watching the moments when you let me go
And I hope that you'll come back ten years down the road
But I know you won't

Oh, I hate how memories fall out of reach
But the worst part is picturing you with somebody
And I'm holding on to why I can't let go
And this noose is bound to choke

This pain inside is dead and growing
See in my eyes 'cause my tears stop flowing
The fight in me in slow decay
Nothing remains

Will I ever fall in love without letting the past take control
Will I ever have a dream without watching the moments when you let me go
Hopeless hope that you'll come back
But it's ten years down the road
And I know that you won't
And I know you won't
And I know that you won't
And I know you won't