"Not At This Party" lyrics

Deep breath, big smile
It's been a while
Since I've been in a crowd like this
Stay off the wall
Don't think, just talk
Pray no one says the name I miss

I'm drunk here in the bathroom light
I'm checking my phone just one more time
Case you hit me with an un-goodbye
And I'll fix myself up in the mirror
And walk out with this shitty beer
Even though they see me here

I'm not at this party, I'm back in your back seat
You're pulling it over, you just had to have me
I can't hear this music 'cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me, but right now, you need to work on yourself, mmm
And they think I moved on with my life, that I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor, just like everybody
But nobody here knows just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party

I'm good, I'm great
Don't say your name
Just talk about the weather instead
Just stay, don't leave
So they can't see
What's steaming up the glass in my hand

I'm not at this party, I'm back in your back seat
You're pulling it over, you just had to have me
I can't hear this music 'cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me, but right now, you need to work on yourself, mmm
And they think I moved on with my life, that I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor, just like everybody
But nobody here knows just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party

I'm drunk here in the bathroom light
I'm checking my phone just one more time
Case you hit me with an un-goodbye
I know you won't, but I'll fix myself up in the mirror
And walk out with this shitty beer
Even though they see me here

I'm not at this party, I'm back in your back seat
You're pulling it over, you just had to have me
I can't hear this music 'cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me, but right now, you need to work on yourself, mmm
And they think I moved on with my life, that I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor, just like everybody
But nobody here knows just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party

I'm not at this party