"Only God Knows Why" lyrics

I've been sitting here
Trying to find myself
I need to get behind myself
I need to rewind myself

I'm listening to the playback
I'm looking for the payback
They say that every man bleeds
Just like me

I feel like number one
Even when I'm last in line
I watch my oldest son
It helps me pass the time

I took too many pills
I was trying to ease the pain
I made a bunch of dollar bills
But I still act the same

Everybody knows my name
You know they yell it way out loud
And sometimes people wanna talk to me
But it's hard to hang out in a crowd

I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big star like I am
Out that's tens of one-night stands
You can't buy love
You can't buy love
Can't buy love

And when it all comes tumbling down
I will still be hanging 'round

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand all the hard times I've been through
Maybe I forgot all of the things I miss
Ah, but deep inside my heart I know there's gotta be more to life than this

There's gotta be more to life than this
There's gotta be more to life than this
There's gotta be more to life
There's gotta be more to life

Only God knows why