"Still" lyrics

If I could find the words to make you
Fall back in my arms
I see you found your way to Houston
But it don't feel that

Far away from our old place
Our studio apartment
You took your things, you found your wings
And I'm stuck where we started

It's killing me to know
That you're not on your way
I know you're not coming home

I still want you
Still waiting
'Cause by myself I hate it
I still feel you
You're fading
I'm hurt and I can't fake it
'Cause I'm 3 calls in and you don't pick up
So, I guess this time you've had enough
Oh, I'm halfway in and I'm halfway to giving up
But I'm still waiting, and I hate it

How do I feel foolish
When I can't feel at all
I'm past the point of bruises
I'm barely hanging on

It's killing me to know
That you're not on your way
I know you're not coming home

I still want you
Still waiting
'Cause by myself I hate it
I still feel you
You're fading
I'm hurt and I can't fake it
'Cause I'm 3 calls in and you don't pick up
So, I guess this time you've had enough
Oh, I'm halfway in and I'm halfway to giving up
But I'm still waiting, and I hate it

You're so far away from our old place
That studio apartment
You took your things, you found your wings
And I'm stuck where we started

I still want you
Still waiting
'Cause by myself I hate it
I still feel you
You're fading
I'm hurt and I can't fake it
'Cause I'm 3 calls in and you don't pick up
So, I guess this time you've had enough
Oh, I'm halfway in and I'm halfway to giving up
But I'm still waiting, and I hate it