"This Feeling" lyrics

Do you realize the things I've tried
Holding to the moment?
Well maybe you might be so surprised knowing
I don't recall nothing at all
Only the commotion
I get paralyzed
Before I try
Feeling some emotion

Yeah, it hasn't always been like this
I used to know it

Oh, how could you
Get so used to this feeling?
How could you
Get so used to this feeling?
I've been waiting on it

I'm always at risk of losing it
Nothing's ever set in the limestone
Though it may seem to be extreme
I know
That no nihilist compares to this notion that I won't survive
I wish I could relax a bit, but then I have no time

Yet, it hasn't always been like this
I used to be nice

How could you
Get so used to this feeling?
How could you
Get so used to this feeling?
'Cause I've been waiting on it

And she's been upstairs waiting for me
I've been working now into the morning
Oh, then suddenly without a warning
I can feel it coming back to me
I can feel it coming back to me
I can feel it coming back to me
I can feel it coming back to me
I can feel it

How could you
Get so used to this feeling?
How could you
Get so used to this feeling?
Oh because I've been waiting forever for you