"back by SUMMER**" lyrics

Told you I'll be back by the summer
But you went "ghost" and I changed my number
You said, "Love's not built under thunder,"
But I still made it rain

I've been moving slower on purpose
The room too quiet, makes me nervous
You gave real, I showed you a version
Wish I could say I changed

I'd rather lie than be honest
Feel like we already falling
Nightmares been holding you hostage
Keep me hostage, yeah

Speaking on me bad while I'm workin'
Baby ain't no love in the circus
I know you wanna be here regardless
But you know I'm a thug, I'm heartless

Lately you've been falling for it
Even though I didn't call in four days

She want me to be ready
I don't think I deserve it
Hmm, too many flaws shawty I ain't perfect
Too late to try shawty it ain't working
Out
I don't think I'm ready

Every night faded you go to your playlist
Every song too honest you know I can't fake it
Sounding way too close to a real situation
I know it's hitting you hard, but you still replayed it

You gave a house to grow in
I left the door wide open
So many messy memories
But I never seem to notice
You so tired of love I know it
Rather leave than to see you broken

I'd rather lie than be honest
Feel like we already falling
Nightmares been holding you hostage

She want me to be ready
I don't think I deserve it
Too many flaws shawty I ain't perfect
Too late to try shawty it ain't working
Out
I don't think I'm ready