"NiRVANA" lyrics

I swear my heart gets hella cold when I'm in colder weather
I swear these girls they love to act like I control the weather
But the rain hits the glass window panes
Reminding me that I can't control things like

How the second that I'm gone she get bold now
But when I gave her love she got bored how
And the girl she called her friend is in my phone now
And she gon' hit me up on the low down

But that's out of my hands
Lately I've been focused on the shit that I can
Yeah I'm taking two
And I'm all on my own
But I'm starting to get used to the cold
Shit I'm breaking through

And I'm never gonna find love
So I'm looking for Nirvana
And I'm done with all the drama
So I'm searching for Nirvana

It's not like I wanted this shit
I was born in the spotlight
In public and shit
Is this shit even my life and shit?
I don't know who else's it is but

I think the point is getting drowned out
I get to drinkin' on the mic and I'm the man now
My music is the only thing that I can plan out
That's why I like to stand inside I never branch out

But I might go out on a limb
Know I'm lately goin' in
Slidin' like a violin

I made the beat and put it in
Get it poppin' like a zit
Now she callin' me again

But that's out of my hands
Lately I've been focused on the shit that I can
Yeah I'm taking two
And I'm all on my own
But I'm starting to get used to the cold
Shit I'm breaking through

And I'm never gonna find love
So I'm looking for Nirvana
And I'm done with all the drama
So I'm searching for Nirvana