"Goldfire" lyrics

I should tell you I feel safe now
In the background
Being drowned out
(I know that I'm not enough)

Try to speak out
But there's no sound
If I escape now
(Promise I'm not enough)

And you've turned into a stranger
Don't recognize your face or
The way I put myself in danger

The truth is I'm losing who I was
Was I ever enough?
(Promise I'm not enough)

I hope it makes you happy
When you hear my name
I hope it makes you happy
When you hear my name

It took a blue dream, self-loathing, and some boundaries not to dream of you
Couldn't see through the smoke screen of old dreams, fucked coping to catch the brighter view
(Stoke the fire gold and keep me blue)

I feel like I'm starting to lose control
I feel like I'm starting to let it go
I feel like I'm starting to lose control
And I feel, yeah I feel I should let you go
(I feel like I will lose control, I know that I should let you go)

I feel like I'm starting to lose control
I feel like I'm starting to let it go
I feel like I'm starting to lose control
And I feel, yeah I feel I should let you go
(I feel like I will lose control, I know that I should let you go)

I've been feeling out of place now
I wish I could fade out in the background
(I know that I'm not enough)

Gone and I'm spaced out
Caught in the rain clouds
Lost in my head now
(Promise I'm not enough)

Miracle
I'm feeling like a black sheep all on my own
The sound
Of a fire that's about to explode
Right now
I see flames as they all become gold

Miracle
I'm feeling like a black sheep all on my own
The sound
Of a fire that's about to explode
Right now
I see flames as they all become gold

I feel like I'm starting to lose control
I feel like I'm starting to let it go
I feel like I'm starting to lose control
And I feel, yeah I feel I should let you go
(I feel like I will lose control
I know that I should let you go)

I feel like I'm starting to lose control
I feel like I'm starting to let it go
I feel like I'm starting to lose control
And I feel, yeah I feel I should let you go
(I feel like I will lose control
I know that I should let you go)

I never thought we'd go up in flames (Goldfire)
I'm a fire that can't be contained (Goldfire)
I won't pretend I'll be okay (Goldfire)
But we both know it was time to change (Goldfire)

Miracle
I'm feeling like a black sheep all on my own
The sound
Of a fire that's about to explode
Right now
I see flames as they all become gold