"Misleading" lyrics

I'm a fucking nightmare
Someone you never wanna see again
Erase me from your memory
See my face when you close your eyelids
I'm the monster that you run from
I'm the creature that you become
When your feelings becoming numb
And you're running out of fun

Cause the truth is that
I've been misleading you in the wrong way
I wish I could take back the days
Oh the truth is that
I've been misleading you in the wrong way
I wish I could take back the pain

Close the fucking windows
I just wanna hide in bed all day
You make me fucking nauseous
The way you choke on every word you say
You're the monster that I run from
You're the creature I won't become
Now my feelings have become numb
And I'm running out of fun

Cause the truth is that
I've been misleading you in the wrong way
I wish I could take back the days
Oh the truth is that
I've been misleading you in the wrong way
I wish I could take back the pain

You can't burn a fire
Or gaslight the gaslighter
Can't burn a fire
Can't manipulate the manipulator
Can't burn a fire
Can't burn a fire
Or gaslight the gaslighter
Go

You're delusional
Blegh
Everytime I see your face I wanna fucking die
I'm never coming back you won't convince me otherwise
Feeding off each others hate, become what we despise
You're just a waste of time

Cause the truth is that
I've been misleading you in the wrong way
I wish I could take back the days
Oh the truth is that
I've been misleading you in the wrong way
I wish I could take back the pain