"Trying/Falling" lyrics

Is this hopeless? Would I cope less
Somewhere new? Without you
Out of focus, I've been low less
Without you I feel new
I'm still open, tired, hoping
I'll make it through without you

I'm scared I've wasted all this time until now
Where is the worth in these years, broken down?
I've watched the worst of it all stutter out
Maybe I'm no better, but I'm trying

I'm wired, I'm mired, I'm out here, all uninspired - underdone
I'm over, everything I've been over-hung for too long
I'd stay gone and wake up with a headache
Just laying all empty, for who's sake could I not make it?

I'm scared I've wasted all this time until now
Where is the worth in these years, broken down?
I've watched the worst of it all stutter out
Maybe I'm no better, but I'm trying
I'm trying

Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love
Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love
Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love
Wake me up, I've been falling
I'm falling, out of love

I'm scared I've wasted all this time until now
Where is the worth in these years, broken down?
I've watched the worst of it all stutter out
Maybe I'm no better, but I'm trying