"Rain Clouds" lyrics

Every day, I wake up with a frown, don't know why, man, I can't get it figured out
Just hopped off of the phone with my mama, she told me that Quez home, they let my nigga out
Told me I should come over and see him, I told her I'm sick, so I think I'ma sit it out
Really ain't, I'm just in the same place as I was when he went in, and that's somethin' I try my best to forget about
He'd probably be proud of me either way, but, man, I feel like I'm supposed to be bigger now
Supposed to be like that nigga now
Startin' to think they was right when they said take a different route
Maybe I ain't cut out for this shit and the weight on my back too much for me to bear
I know that thought a lie, but still the fact I even thought it make me feel embarrassed
Why can't I get out my own head?
Only time I feel at peace just a lil' bit be all the times that my phone dead
Scrollin' through IG, comparin' my life, man, I feel
Jealous of every post, every reel
When I'm knowin' shit ain't even real
But you know what is? Nigga, bills
I don't even really like makin' sad songs, I ain't think that this feeling would last long
Maybe I'm payin' for all my past wrongs and my pride won't allow me to see it
Every day, it's like somethin' else add on, all the confidence a nigga had gone
But if weakness a level that's past strong, if I gotta go through, then so be it
(So be it)

I thought the sun woulda came
But rain, rain, rain keeps comin' down
I thought the sun woulda came (To say hello)
But rain, rain, rain keeps comin' down
I thought the sun woulda came (To say hello)
But rain, rain, rain keeps comin' down
Dark skies, black clouds, I feel spellbound
I thought the sun woulda came (I thought the sun woulda came to)
But rain, rain, rain keeps comin' down
I thought the sun woulda came (Save me from all this rain as I)
But rain, rain, rain keeps comin' down
I thought the sun woulda came (Look out my windowpane, I see)
But rain, rain, rain keeps comin' down
Dark skies, black clouds, I feel spellbound