"Eulogy For Nobody" lyrics

I live my life in these four walls
Head full of dreams but I'm afraid to tell them all
I climb a staircase and carry all the dead weight
Just to fall, fall, fall, fall, fall

There is a box, I keep it closed
All full of ashes from the letters that I wrote
Maybe tomorrow, pills I couldn't swallow
They'll seem small, small, small, small, small

Sometimes I feel like a raindrop in the ocean
Fell from the sky, melting into nothing
Don't know why (Why)

Last night I wrote my own eulogy
Here lies the girl who never let herself be free
Ain't it ironic, the first time I was honest
I was gone, gone, gone, gone, gone

I'm not the one to wear my heart out on my sleeve
But here I am, will you take all of me?
Thought love was for the perfect, that I don't deserve it
I was wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong