"Long-Desired Dementia" lyrics

Absorbing, feeling and desiring
You fade away spewing their words up
Rise to fall, lie to last
Look! Nothing is opening it's arms:
Tangle of urges overflows
Staining every gesture and moment
Raise your head and grasp that jest
Anti-god lurks in non-existence
Mute words of those who know
Distort the mouths of deranged fools into a sneer
No war will be! No revolution!
The punishment is equal
Perfectly cold - no bond with this comedy
Another urges from outside change nothing
Hideous, complete in itself tangle of desires
And millions of hands stretched out
Towards the swallowing void
No cry - long desired dementia