"Permanent Scars" lyrics

It's like a walk in the park to me everyday
Took me 20, 20, 23, 24 years

Whyyyy
Well I guess I was made for this here
You'd prob have a heart attack
If I told you what I spent on drank this year
Half a million on this mud
I just spent my sons tuition on these drugs
And my mind is just at war war war and I got permanent scars scars scars scars
Pop another pill I might need take a break
Should I stop or keep going I can't tell which make my heart ache
I'm so high I'm paranoid this shit make my heart race
I don't know if I wanna die first but I don't wanna die last place
I'd rather share my last plate

I guess I'm still afraid to be alone that's my mistake
Butterfly it and before u bring it out take out the bad taste
Told her she don't love me like she think its just another phase
I ain't the type to fix a smile that I ain't break that sad ain't it
But when u pull that shit on me it ain't that bad ain't it
She like baby where u went hoe I went got that bag baby
She think I been chasing hoes but I been bag chasing
Let me be a man baby I ran up that sack yeah yeah yeah
I stay wit that codeine like I'm zack yeah yeah yeah
Pull that plug on em get em wacked yeah yeah yeah
Think bout what you say before u say it baby you know
I ain't playing I won't let you take that back
I won't fuck her cause she fine and that's that
I can't name a time I ran but I rack
Ya ming money how I stack
She want me to cum inside her I spilled it on her back
I don't want her kitty bitch I drive a cat
But if this bitch get boujee I'll go grab da Benz
They on the internet with more cheese than a mac
I got family members saying they won't do me wrong again
They tried to kill me now they prayin that I win
I got blood on my hands that I can't rinse
That nigga died and it was my fault
I ain't ever get to see my cousin go and it don't hurt no more
You can prolly tell that I was lying
It's a different type of hating when you shine
It's a book of art of war inside my mind
It's some thangs I let go it's sum thangs I can't
I don't know what to say I prolly need ah lil more time
I need ah lil more time
I need ah lil more time
I prolly need ah lil more time
Ohh whyyyyy

Whyyyy
Well I guess I was made for this here
You'd prob have a heart attack
If I told you what I spent on drank this year
Half a million on this mud
I just spilled my sons tuition on these drugs
And my mind is just at war war war and I got permanent scars scars scars scars
Pop another pill I might need to take a break
Should I stop or keep going I can't tell which make my heart ache
I'm so high I'm paranoid this shit make my heart race
I don't know if I wanna die first but I don't wanna die last place
I'd rather share my last plate