"crooked mind" lyrics

Again those voices talk to me
Trying to manipulate me
Wish it would end before I'm giving in to them

Two faces, one name
Zero empathy for this disarray
Cut my head off to see the misery within

Cut my head off to see the misery within
Cut my head off to see the misery within

All these lies in my mind, I'm never good enough
All this time I keep saying, "I'm never good enough"
All these lies in my mind and I'm not giving a fuck
Wishing it would stop
Before I give it up

I fight to end my crooked mind
I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life
I tried to bend to please you right
I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied

Cut my head off to see the misery within

Adapt, reject
Take it out of my head
Is this my voice or is this somebody else?
The only suspect that I see is myself
Behind the masquerade I fell victim to my own delusion

Is this my voice or is this somebody else?
Somebody else

All these lies in my mind, I'm never good enough
All this time I keep saying, "I'm never good enough"
All these lies in my mind and I'm not giving a fuck
Before I give it up

I fight to end my crooked mind
I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life
I tried to bend to please you right
I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied

Cut my head off to see the misery within
Cut my head off to see the misery within
Cut my head off to see the misery within
Cut my head off to see the misery within
Cut my head off to see the misery taking the best of me