"Wound" lyrics

Might want it all to eat me whole
Worry is too much
My heart beats in my skull
You're laughing in June
And I'm still stuck in April
You're creating something new
And I'm still going home

Well, Lucy's gone, and I'm afraid I'm seeing ghosts
Standing in the shower water, still feeling cold
Pink streaks in my virgin hair, I'm scared of getting old
In the end we're nothing but the shapes we made room to hold

Mountain lions come and I welcome their prowl
They see that I have bled, that I'm already down
Lick the wounds that I can't seem to cover up now
They bite when I move, still surprised somehow

(How)