"NFU" lyrics

I don't wanna go home
But I don't wanna stay here
Does your boyfriend know where you've gone?
Does he think it means nothing?

Oh, what he don't know won't hurt him
But it kills me

I'm not fucked up
I just miss the way that you talk, yeah
And I'm sorry
I still love you, you say it's okay, but it's not
Oh, it's not, yeah

The underpart of your arms
How I miss that smell
I swear I won't be alarmed
If you say this means nothing

Oh, what he don't know won't hurt him
But it kills me

I'm not fucked up
I just miss the way that you talk, yeah
I'm sorry
I still love you, you say it's okay, but it's not
Oh, it's not, yeah

(Was what we had the best?
Or is it all in my head?
That's the funny thing about memories
You can never trust 'em)

Was what we had the best?
Or is it all in my head?
That's the funny thing about memories
You can never trust 'em

I'm afraid that I'll die without you
Die not knowing if you were the one
There's no way that you're not
I'm sorry

I'm not fucked up
I just miss the way that you talk, yeah
And I'm sorry
I still love you, you say it's okay, but it's not
Oh, it's not

Oh, I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Oh, you say it's okay, but it's not
Oh, it's not, yeah

I'm not fucked up
I just miss the way that we talked, yeah