"ice cream" lyrics

I've been lonely, I've been low on serotonin
Haven't left this damn hotel room
How can I live inside the moment?
Oh man

I'm just a little boy in a young man's body
Wanna grow up but I can't, I'm sorry
Even if I did, Peter Pan is probably not gonna last
You know when I know, I skipped a roll
Every single chance I get
Stuck in a cycle, walking a tight rope
Even if it's in my head

I'm faded, I got no one
I hate that I don't know what I did
Last night but I know nobody else showed up
Someone tell me why

I've been lonely, I've been low on serotonin
Haven't left this damn hotel room
How can I live inside the moment?
Ice cream
You don't know me, as I look into a mirror
I'm at war with my reflection
And I keep running from my fears
Every night

Ice cream 'cause I just can't help myself
Ice cream I sugar cone might help

Yeah, nobody can tell me what I need to hear, I won't listen
I'm so good at pushing people far away, I'm not kidding
They offered to help me, I should take it but I didn't
So I don't really blame them when they all wish me good riddance

I get it, I'm too much
I'm a headache, I'm never gonna grow up
I'm a headache, I really need to get real
God, I'm such a headache and I can never sit still

I've been lonely, I've been low on serotonin
Haven't left this damn hotel room
How can I live inside the moment?
Ice cream
You don't know me, as I look into a mirror
I'm at war with my reflection
And I keep running from my fears
Every night

Ice cream 'cause I just can't help myself
Ice cream I sugar cone might help