"september" lyrics

When you look me in the eyes and I lose my thoughts
Doesn't make it easy when we need to talk
I'm overwhelmed so easily
I can't imagine you leaving me

All alone inside this state of mind
All results of this dumb game of mine
I don't wanna play, I surrender
I miss you a lot this September

Yeah yeah, I miss you a lot this September
I miss you a lot this September
Yeah yeah, I miss you a lot this September
I miss you a lot

This whole month I was dumbfounded why did you disappear
I still have your hoodies hanging up, it's like a souvenir
Just so I remember what it used to be like
Just so I remember when you used to be mine

Where'd you go? I was searching every nook and cranny
This house feels way too quiet without you yelling at me
I know I'm the reason we can never be steady
I'll wave the white flag when I'm willing and ready

I'll just see you when you wanna, make time
Tell everybody I'm all good, that ain't what they heard
Probably 'cause I keep on lying through the grapevine
I look lost 'cause I am, I won't lie

Oh shit, I miss you a lot this September
I miss you a lot this September
Yeah yeah, I miss you a lot this September
I miss you a lot

When you look me in the eyes and I lose my thoughts
Doesn't make it easy when we need to talk
I'm overwhelmed so easily
I can't imagine you leaving me

All alone inside this state of mind
All results of this dumb game of mine
I don't wanna play, I surrender
I miss you a lot this September