"Melt Session #1" lyrics

Yo

Take a ride on my train of thought, fundamentals what I bought
Penniless, I await the emptiness enlightened
Twenty-six years on Earth, my soul fighting
Habits that ain't happen, my body has took a liken
To my lifestyle, battling stress the size of Goliath
Slingshots plus hard rocks, these stones getting thrown
My temptations are amplified when I get alone
Tried to separate the action from the man
I wholeheartedly understand why I need to grow even though I'm grown
If I did you wrong, I vow to make it right
Judge me off appearance, it was said to me, I'm impolite
Eyes remain in freeze mode, I'm stuck in fight-or-flight
I'm deflecting my daily problems within my daily life
Recognize hidden patterns of my own demise
Why I feel like hiding a truth is finding a lie?
Dealt with thoughts of suicide, women I've objectified
Couldn't see it through my eyes so for that, I apologize
I'm just hypnotized, working hard to empathize
Strung out on love addiction and groupies when souls collide
I've been this way since the day I turned six
I've been touched before, way before I touched my—
Now I'm almighty pushing through the pain
The almighty cushion to the flame
The birds and burning bushes in my brain
I had to make an effort, double overtime to change
Had to journal my journey and mistakes I made on the way
Manipulation to get what I want
Getting very distant after I got what I need
Writing rap and wisdom, whiskey, women, wars and weed
Narrating all these conflicts, then top it off with greed
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin'
Me and my so-called best friends don't speak often
Blaming me for everything when they can't point fingers at they selves, so be grateful I offered the help
Being aware is my definition of melt
My eyes eating perfections within myself
Cracked images, bad luck, and broken mirrors
Funny how I see in permanent so clearer
I dedicate this to the ones I hurt
It's time to get my spirit right on earth
Before my sins become a evil curse
Conquer thirst, can't revert to who I was at first
I channel God through this verse
Accountability, I take responsibility
For all my actions, I packed them in these soliloquies
Just because we're not friends don't mean we're enemies
Thank you all for listening, sending y'all with good energy

Melt
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin'
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin'
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin'
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin'
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin'
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin'
I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt