"Big Warm Light" lyrics

Broken hearts and bad decisions, youth and age and time
I was rage and competition, everything was mine
You cut your dreams in smaller pieces easily [?]
But your not sad 'cause no one mattered, no one but this one
Hey

Sleepless nights and terrible visions, I fought the ghost of fear
Drowning in my own opinions, they all disappear
I used to have a thousand wishes, now it's down to two
Trying to be a decent person and staying close to you

With the big warm light, And the big warm light
Rest in the center of big warm light

A sound so loud that means so little, words were just a drug
Beginning end and now the middle, tremble to his shrug
I was wrong about what really mattered, I was right about the rest
When all was done and nothing happened, find me in the nest

With the big warm light, And the big warm light
Rest in the center of big warm light
With the big warm light
Rest in the center of big warm light