"A Love Of Van Gogh" lyrics

I wake the canvas before the sun
Hands still shaking, colors run
No applause, no open doors
Still I'm here, still wanting more

If this burns, let it burn
I was made for this return

Paint keeps pulling me alive
Every stroke says I survive
I don't need their applause
I breathe inside these flaws

Midnight spills across the room
Walls breathe in a yellow bloom
Every loss becomes a tone
Every line I call my own

Love is staying in the fight
Even when it costs your sight

Paint keeps pulling me alive
Every stroke says I survive
I don't need their applause
I breathe inside these flaws

Slow hands, daily scars
Learning how to lose my wars
I don't chase perfection's throne
I just face the truth alone

Slow hands, daily scars
Learning how to lose my wars
I don't chase perfection's throne
I just face the truth alone

Paint keeps pulling me alive
This obsession lets me thrive
Even nameless, even small
I will love it through it all