"Cold Season" lyrics

Winter came and never left my chest
Every warm thing turned to something less
I don't hate you, I just went numb
Somewhere on the road from where I come

People say I changed and they ain't wrong
Something in me shifted, something's gone
Not a tragedy, just how it goes
Learned to live where nothing really grows

Everything I loved turned into a lesson
Everything I lost turned into a wall
Nobody warned me about the cold season
How you go quiet and don't feel at all

Used to call my people every night
Now I let it ring, I'm alright
Not because I stopped caring, no
Just because I learned to let it go

Loneliness ain't the worst thing I've known
Worse is holding on to something gone
So I sit here in this frozen room
And I make my peace with what I lose

Everything I loved turned into a lesson
Everything I lost turned into a wall
Nobody warned me about the cold season
How you go quiet and don't feel at all

Maybe spring comes back around
Maybe warmth returns somehow
But I ain't waiting on the sun
I learned to live without the one

Everything I loved turned into a lesson
Everything I lost taught me to stand tall
This is what they call the cold season
Where you don't break because you don't fall