"River Of Thoughts" lyrics

Times will fly
Every night
Feels like I've been here much longer
Déjà vu when I couldn't possibly have seen it
But I've felt this place before
And I've seen this river run

Streams of thoughts
Flow through my blood
Am I living a lie now
Why do I feel like
I can't feel like myself
I can't feel what I want to
I can't feel what I need

I could die
Anytime
What if I'm not here much longer?
Can I trust my eyes?
Could I possibly have seen it?
Why am I here and what for?

And I've seen this river run
Streams of thoughts
Flow through my blood
Am I living a lie now
Why do I feel like
Why do I feel like
Why do I feel like

I can't hear my thoughts
Ever since I was young
So young, so young
I cannot feel

And I've seen this river run
Streams of thoughts
Flow through my blood
Am I living a lie now
Why do I feel like
I can't feel like myself