"Soft Spot" lyrics

We never said it out loud
Never made it official, never a vow
Just coffee and late nights and almost hands
And I still don't know where we stand

You never called me yours
And I never asked you to
But somehow I built a whole world
Out of almost, out of you

You're still my soft spot
The name I pause on when it lights my phone
You're still my soft spot
The reason I can't make myself move on

We never started so we never had to end
Which means there's nothing here to mourn
But I'm still nursing something
That I can't quite defend

And I keep telling myself
It wasn't even real
But then why does letting go
Feel like the hardest thing I'll feel

You're still my soft spot
The pause before I scroll on past your name
You're still my soft spot
And I hate that you remain

No photos to delete
No anniversary to grieve
Just a shape I keep returning to
And no good reason to leave

You're still my soft spot
Never started, never had to end
You're still my soft spot
And I hate that you are