"Even If I Tried" lyrics

So what if I don't see the sunrise?
The sky never been so clear
I don't know how much time has been passing
'Cause you feel like you're really here

And I know you don't think I'm getting out alive
But I swear I won't be the one to not survive
I used to think there wasn't much to see outside
'Til I couldn't feel the high even if I tried

For a moment
Felt like I was zoning, now I'm zoned in
Everything I write becomes an omen
Bleeding every drop out in the open
Knowing sharks in the ocean
Home field, for a broke thrill
Leaving there with no feels
Big old four wheels, driving through the forcefield
Like an anvil dropping on an ant hill, we're stuck in here

Can I finally leave it all behind me?
Go where they won't find me
I've been on the run, I've been on the wall
The money'll come, the money'll fall
I'm sticking with me, we been through it all
But you're what I need to really evolve, no

So what if I don't see the sunrise?
The sky never been so clear
I don't know how much time has been passing
'Cause you feel like you're really here

And I know you don't think I'm getting out alive
But I swear I won't be the one to not survive
I used to think there wasn't much to see outside
'Til I couldn't feel the high even if I tried

Even if I tried
Even if I tried
Even if I tried
Even if I tried