"Don't Matter" lyrics

When I was young, my father said, "don't you worry, son
You'll find yourself in a world of fake and lonely souls"
I'm losing sleep, 'cause this guitar just can't seem to make ends meet
No, I walk the line between confidence and suicide

I made a promise to myself that the sun it will rise
I lost some friends along the way
Oh well, what a shame
I'm praying when I don't believe
Just to manifest a dream
Demons they torture my mind

Don't matter how hard I fall
No matter how fast I hit the ground
Go on and break all my bones
But you will never break me down
Don't matter how long the road
Gonna be a better me when I get home
Go on and throw shade my way
But if I miss, 'least I went down swinging

I'm riding through the broken dreams of California
Both fingers crossed windows down, and I'm living on the stories I tell myself
I'm losing sleep, 'cause this guitar just can't seem to make ends meet
No, I walk the line between confidence and suicide

I made a promise to myself that the sun it will rise
I lost some friends along the way
Oh well, what a shame
I'm praying when I don't believe
Just to manifest a dream
Demons they torture my mind

Don't matter how hard I fall
No matter how fast I hit the ground
Go on and break all my bones
But you will never break me down
Don't matter how long the road
Gonna be a better me when I get home
Go on and throw shade my way
But if I miss, 'least I went down swinging

I know that it rains in this town
All I ask is you don't let me drown
I've got so much to say
But I'm scratching the surface
Trade my soul for the stage
Now my life is a circus

Don't matter how hard I fall
No matter how fast I hit the ground
Go on and break all my bones
But you will never break me down
Don't matter how long the road
Gonna be a better me when I get home
Go on and throw shade my way
But if I miss, 'least I went down swinging