"June" lyrics

It was April moving on to May
When I started to speculate
What's the meaning behind being alive
Turning over every night
Constant circling in my mind
Like a shadow curling up at my side

So I'm picking up the pen, writing it again
Tryna get my thoughts in line
'Cause they're my only company, always running free
So why do I pretend it's fine?
Searching everywhere for those to share my
Hopes and dreams and desperate prayers
I'll do it on my own, 'cause now I'm not alone

I'll write my words for the stars
I'll sing my songs to the moon
I'm decorating my time
And I'll stay dreaming of June

Now it's June going on to July
But I still can't close my eyes
Staying up past every hour just to see
Do the stars really burn through the sky
In a brilliant flash of light
If they fall to where they're all meant to be

So I'm picking up the pen, writing it again
Never understanding why
This neverending mystery, who I'm meant to be
And the reason I'm drawn to the night
Maybe it's because when I can't breathe
The sky gives me the space I need
I'm ready to move on, but in the time till dawn

I'll write my words for the stars
I'll sing my songs to the moon
I'm decorating my time
And I'll stay dreaming of June