"Chemical" lyrics

Waking up to no meaning I stare at the ceiling
Count the imperfections that
Surround my being, can tell how I'm feeling
And it hurts more when you ask
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself, it's all good
It's only chemical

It's only chemical
It's only chemical

I'm too shy to speak up guess I have my reasons
For telling little lies
About those around me and what I could be
It's eating me alive
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself, it's all good
It's only chemical
I want to scream, but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical
It's only chemical

It's only chemical
It's only chemical

I find comfort when they say
You can't sit and count the days
Until it ends
There's still times I want to break
Everything I've ever made
But I've come a long way from
I've come a long way from

Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself, it's all good
It's only chemical
I want to scream, but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical

It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical