"Two Shades Blonder" lyrics

I figured out in college, I tend to get impulsive
When I feel like numbing my pain
I'm unapologetic, 'bout maxing out my credit
To pay for the vices I crave

Sitting inside of my favorite salon
Jenny knows what kind of color I want
Didn't expect to be feeling this numb
What have I done

I wanna grow to be someone I love
Look in the mirror and feel like enough
Now all the damage is done
'Cause I'm two shades blonder and still no fun

I casted out my demons, by emotional eating
Now I don't fit my favorite clothes
I miss multiple exes, tonight I'll probably text them
To pretend I'm not so alone

Sitting inside of my favorite salon
Jenny knows what kind of color I want
Didn't expect to be feeling this numb
What have I done

I wanna grow to be someone I love
Look in the mirror and feel like enough
Now all the damage is done
'Cause I'm two shades blonder and still no fun

Ripping out pages in Vogue magazine
Should I try copper or aquamarine
This platinum princess is still dead inside
Whoever said blondes have more fun fucking lied

I wanna grow to be someone I love
Look in the mirror and feel like enough
Now all the damage is done
'Cause I'm two shades blonder and still no fun