"Numb" lyrics

I've partied sober over and over
I've battled demons that wanted my heart put to rest
Still look for better days instead
Oh you shoulda seen it, watching me screaming
Most nights I'm wired, up drinking, I just need some rest
To get these problems off my chest

I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality I burn instead
It got me so numb
Got me so numb

Habits they piled, stuck in denial
Killing myself for a thrill that expired
It happened so quick, couldn't keep up the risk and live
Omens been taunting, shoulda read the warnings
Wasn't that concerned with looking for my purpose
Watched the time tick, day and night went so quick
In these four walls I sat all alone in the past

I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality I burn instead
It got me so numb
Got me so numb

I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality I burn instead
It got me so numb
Got me so numb

Got me so numb