DEZI - Lemonade And Cyanide Lyrics

DEZI Lyrics

"Lemonade And Cyanide"

My skin is on fire, burning alive
Trapped in my armor again
It's too vulnerable
Can't let 'em know, can't let 'em see me
What if they need me?

Why am I hiding?
When did my wires get crossed?
Why am I angry?
When the floodgates are breaking open
It's pouring over, trying to close it
But it's too heavy

I'm the one who pays the price
Drowning while my eyes stay dry
Mixing my own poison
Pretend that I enjoy it
Lemonade and cyanide
Lemonade and cyanide
Rationalize, my left brain is driving again
Still, I can't make sense of it all
I should be strong when I have a choice
I'm choosing avoidance

Why am I hiding?
When did my wires get crossed?
Why am I angry?
When the floodgates are breaking open
It's pouring over, trying to close it
But it's too heavy

I'm the one who pays the price
Drowning while my eyes stay dry
Mixing my own poison
Pretend that I enjoy it
Lemonade and cyanide

And if I'm everybody's lifeline
How can I be saving myself?
Too proud to be asking for help
'Cause in hindsight
I'm too hard on myself
I'm there for everyone else
Even when I'm going through hell
I'm the one who pays the price
Drowning while my eyes stay dry
Mixing my own poison
Pretend that I enjoy it
Lemonade and cyanide

I'm the one who pays the price
Drowning while my eyes stay dry
Mixing my own poison
Pretend that I enjoy it
Lemonade and cyanide

Lemonade and cyanide

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album: "Lemonade And Cyanide" (2026)

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