"Scythe" lyrics

I don't know why I am how I am these days
Or do the things I do, or say the things I say
I guess I just live in the moment in a way
It couldn't be sadder
Never mattered anyway

How come every time I slip and fall?
You pick me up, say drink up
You ran out of luck
How come every time I turn my head
There you are, show your scar
Mess it up, what the fuck?

You can see it in my eyes
You can read it on my face that I've been on the piss again
How come every time I turn my head
There you are, show your scar
Mess it up, what the fuck?

I don't know why I am how I am these days
Or do the things I do, or say the things I say
I guess I just live in the moment in a way
It couldn't be sadder
Never mattered anyway

Why? Fuck
And you'll probably never know that I wish you'd let me go
Just let me go
Let me go

You can see it in my eyes
You can read it on my face
Thought this bottle might make me forget
Thought these pills would take me there tonight
Thought these bumps and lines kept me thinking of you
But I can't keep doing this 'cause you're everywhere in my head

I don't know why I am how I am these days
Or do the things I do, or say the things I say
I guess I just live in the moment in a way
It couldn't be sadder
Never mattered anyway

I don't know why I am how I am these days
Or do the things I do, or say the things I say
I guess I just live in the moment in a way
It couldn't be sadder
Never mattered anyway

Go, let me go