"Father Figure" lyrics

From the beginning you never were
Something that I could look up to
Also if we're speaking the truth
You never showed I was anything close to you
Close to you

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you created
Nevermind, that's a lie
I'll revise that line
It's built upon everything you destroyed
Everything you destroyed

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed
The composure of my consciousness
Falls apart, falls into your void

The worst part of our interactions
Was that you always halted your compassion

The bonds are forever broken
I've dragged myself above your burden

All I wanted was the security
That I wasn't just a target for your insecurities

Now the state of my mind
Is built upon everything you destroyed
The composure of my consciousness
Falls apart, falls into your void

I thought you would've been something to look up to

I thought you would've been something I could look up to
Not the fucking one
To ruin everything I held onto

Learn to be something I can look up to
Not the fucking one
To ruin everything