"Ruin" lyrics

I've got to deal with what I've got
The ruins of my heart crushed to dust
I've got nothing left other than
I've reached it
No more pretend
I've been cast off the deep end
You've caused my soul to feel less than pertinent

This pain, embodied suffering
It's time for me to feel something
Now that you're on the outside
You can look to see the ruin in my eyes

You can crack my shell all you want
But I'll rebuild in the end
Take what I've got
It'll be okay (give up)
Eventually (give up)
But for now (give up), I'll deal with the rot
Rot

It'll all be okay eventually
I have to deal with what I've been dealt because
This pain, embodied suffering
It's time for me to feel something
Now that you're on the outside
You can look to see the ruin in my eyes
I feel it taking over me
Abandoned, no one hears my plea
This burden, more than I can bear
I'm living in the ruins of my despair

For now
I'll deal with what I've got