"a letter to me" lyrics

Used to be held captive by my fears
Shackles on my wrists like souvenirs
Lost myself and any thing
Couldn't see the ending through my tears
Used to hold my tongue and play along
Only knew that I had to be strong
Lost my own identity
Didn't know what in my world was wrong

Sugar-coated all my pain
Couldn't help it, I was just a kid then, begging for a break
Now I'm twenty, pushing twenty-one, hoping that I'll be someone
Running from the person I created when I had no one
Twenty pushing anxiously, hoping that I'll be happy
Writing to the person I wanna be
In a letter to me
In a letter to me

So I'm done letting myself bleed
In a spiral of my own self-pity
I'm done searchin' for remedies and people who don't care about me
Yeah, there's a lot of things I don't know (Don't know, don't know)
But I know that I'm on my way
To finally bein' okay, alone

No more surgar-coatin' all my pain
Couldn't help it, I was just a kid, begging for a break
Now I'm twenty, pushing twenty-one, hoping that I'll be someone
Running from the person I created when I had no one
Twenty pushing anxiously, hoping that I'll be happy
Writing to the person I wanna be
In a letter to me
In a letter to me

In a letter to me