"Bang Bang" lyrics

I'm sick and tired of running, I'm sick and tired of fronting
I just wanna be myself, I'm sick and tired of stunting
I'm sick of strangers in my life. From girl to girl, I'm jumping
Don't know what I'm living for no more but I wanna die for something
There's more to the life than big balling, I'm out here, trying to fight my calling
Every day, same shit, but me yawning
Pop bottles from evening 'til morning
Somehow still feels like I'm falling, caught up in the eye of the storming
Never thought that I could be so corny
Why weren't there nobody to warn me
Why couldn't I see the signs? How could I not read between the lines
Thought I could somehow be divine
But it feels like God left me behind
But that's not true, I'm so blessed
That's most def, I'm so fresh
And I don't wanna protest but I feel so soulless, am I hopeless?

Spell "team" with an I, 'til I die
That's every motherfucking day
Lick a spot for a shot at the top
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Said, "Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang, bang bang"
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Said, "Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang", motherfucker
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Now do it

I might come across conceited, but I ain't the flashy type
Can't really take the media, don't like the flashy lights
Can't stand them nosey people, 'cause they're so full of spite
Won't let nobody judge me, I know what's wrong and right
Might have some minor addiction, I'm so caught up in the mix
And so full of contradictions
Wanna spend time and money with chicks in Switzerland
And if it ain't broke, don't fix it
Put my foot in the shoe if it fits it
But deep down, I'm the same old awkward misfit
Runnin' 'round town like a dipstick
Don't watch the news, so I'm clueless
Out of order and ruthless
And I try hold it down but I'm useless
And I can't stand the thought the world knows my movements
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Feels like I'm losing the love and the passion inside
I'm ready to clash and I'm ready to ride
I'm liking the vibe

Spell "team" with an I, 'til I die
That's every motherfucking day
Lick a spot for a shot at the top
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Said, "Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang, bang bang"
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Said, "Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang", motherfucker
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Now do it

I work my ass off, nothing given on a silver platter
I get my money, then I blow it like it doesn't matter
A bunch of stuff I'll probably never use, just causing clutter
Don't put me on no pedestal, because I'm just a rapper
And that's just me being truthful
And it hurts but it feels so beautiful
It's a lot more suitable
Don't want no blood on my cuticles
So hide your kids and hide your wife
And please don't make me say it twice
I'm cold as ice, I'm so not nice
And I'm just out here trying to live my life
Not trying to be in the hype
But I feel so blind, I'm trying to see the light
Inside, I can feel the fight
When I ignite, it will be alright
Not trying to be in the hype
But I feel so blind, I'm trying to see the light
Inside, I can feel the fight
When I ignite, it will be alright

Spell "team" with an I, 'til I die
That's every motherfucking day
Lick a spot for a shot at the top
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Said, "Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang, bang bang"
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Said, "Bang bang, bang bang, bang bang", motherfucker
Gun fire go "bang bang"
Now do it