"Joy" lyrics

I'll see you on the other side of midnight
Where the answer's never quite so clear
Even I didn't know that I was leaving
But I was gone when my foot hit the floor

And if I flew through the open door
It's only cause I knew it was time to go
The wreckage that remains is just a dream
But it still lives inside of me

Yeah, you thought that we had something so good
Every morning you would hold my head
Now and then I think I'm going under
When the ghosts come home